butterfly net

hey. i haven't died yet.
and my mind isn't completely gone yet.
so i'm doing just fine.

i guess you're going to watch me break.
it will be embarrassing. but i think you'll stay here.
i guess you're going to watch as my mind floats away from me.
even more embarrassing. but i don't think you'll leave with it.
maybe you'll be the one to catch it.
maybe find the pieces and put it back together with me.
because you're here.
and you're wonderful.
mmmmmmmmmmm....
and you're right here.
and i can't feel my heart sinking anymore.
and i think you have a tighter hold on my mind then i do.
thank you.