i forgot to read you today.
you surprised me when i noticed your stance.
she's scaring me because i can hear her.
and the blinking.
and my hands.
i can feel my hands.
and my bleeding swollen gums
and my sad throat doesn't grow
no matter how much hot is poured down.
and you're crying.
and for the first time it's well.
and she's well staring, she's so happy.
can you understand she's in the perfect place
to fall.
if only i could understand your eyes this time
i'd tell you i'm well..
i'm a downfall, i burden on your back.
and you don't mind...
it's my turn to make you happy.
where are my chances.